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Thinking of Nonna


Nonna

Nonna means Grandma in Italian. I’ve been thinking about her a lot lately. Maybe because Easter is approaching and that’s when she’d make enough Easter bread to feed a village. I loved baking with her.

Growing up, I had the pleasure of her company all to myself for a few years when she lived with us. I remember those years with fondness. I was her helper when it came to baking, cleaning, and cooking.

She offered free hugs and cuddles all the time. And a good lecture too when I misbehaved. The only time I remember her relaxing was for an hour in the evening when she would watch her Italian soap opera, which the whole house could hear as she’d put the volume on full blast. She was partly deaf in her later years. And instead of turning her hearing aid up a notch, it was the TV volume instead. I used to giggle when she’d turn to me and ask in Italian “Is the TV too loud?” I’d tell her it was just fine.

I was amazed at her fearlessness. One sunny summer afternoon there was a garden snake in our yard. My mother shrieked, I ran. My Nonna? She casually picked up the snake and whipped it in the air like a cowboy about to lasso a bull. When it wouldn’t just die after its little head was slammed into the cement a few times. She hollered at me to grab a pot of hot water.

When I returned, she threw the half-dead snake in a bucket, and the hot water along with it, drowning the snake. I guess the hot water did the trick.

“There, it’s dead. Now let’s get back to picking those tomatoes.” And that was that. My mother and I were left a little shaken by the critter in our yard, but Nonna just got on with her day – there were things to be done after all.

Every night she’d read this small compact bible she had. I could hear her whispering away as she read the passages. Once she was done reading, she would hold the rosary in her hand while praying. Then she’d lean over turn off the lamp and go to sleep.

I’ll never forget one day she was going into our cantina to get some flour as we were baking homemade pasta. There is a big step to climb over to get into my parent’s cantina, and she lost her footing a bit and fell. I was so scared. Nonna wasn’t a fragile woman, she was big boned and tough. She got up, dusted herself off, turned around and said to me:

“Don’t tell your mother about this. She’s only going to worry and lecture me on how I should rest. I’ll rest when I’m dead.”

“So you want me to lie to mommy?” I asked her in my broken Italian, knowing that it really wouldn’t be a lie. I just wanted to hear what she had to say in response. She said the greatest things.

“If mommy comes home from work and asks you if I fell today, then tell her the truth. But if she doesn’t ask you, then there is no need to tell her, is there?” She said to me with a wink.

One night, my parent’s went to a wedding. Nonna asked me what I wanted for dinner. There was a pack of Macaroni and Cheese in the pantry that my mother bought about a year ago and never made for me. I really wanted that. And it would still be good since those things don’t expire for a few decades. When I showed Nonna the box she wrinkled her nose at it and mumbled how disgusting it was. I begged her to make it for me. So she did.

She placed the dish of fluorescent orange macaroni and cheese in front of me at the table. She watched as my eyes lit up. Then she shook her head and took the plate off the table, throwing the food in the garbage.

“That isn’t food. It’s too bright! Not natural for food to be so bright. You want cheesy pasta? I’ll make you some.” About twenty minutes later I was eating fettuccini Alfredo.

Sometimes I wish I could still talk to her, ask her for advice when it comes to Jacob. She used to cure us kids of anything when we were younger. Whether it was a bad cough, sore tummy, headache or stuffy nose, she’d whip up a concoction that was offering us relief in minutes.

I can feel her sometimes too. There was this one time I was watching Jacob sleep in my arms after rocking him. I felt a nudge at my elbow. It was so forceful that my arm jerked a little. I looked up quickly expecting someone to be there, but it was just Jacob and I. And then I felt her. It was as though she were alive and in the room with me. I stayed there for an extra fifteen minutes that night. Just rocking Jacob, feeling Nonna and enjoying the moment.

When I’m having a bad day, when I’m feeling blue, defeated and tired, I think of her. I think of the tough, hardworking, never-complaining woman she was. I think of how long she lived, how she watched the world change before her eyes and always adapted without a single complaint. I also think about her when I find myself complaining about little things and feel guilty. She was a simple woman. Her grandchildren and great grandchildren are what brought her joy. She didn’t need anything else but to be there for her family. I want to be more like her.

What do you love about your Grandmother? What are your favorite memories about her? 

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6 comments on “Thinking of Nonna

  1. Lori
    March 1, 2013

    Oh Cristina…that was beautiful. You made me cry. Nonna was amazing and I loved her so much. I went to Zia Matilda’s funeral last week and she looked so much like Nonna. It broke my heart. And then when I saw Zia Ida, I broke down. Zia visited Nonna alot to keep Nonna company when she lived with us. Talking and seeing Zia Ida was like spending a few minutes with Nonna again. Nonna is greatly missed but never forgotten…even by her youngest grandchild, you! This says sooo much of what a wonderful and beautiful woman Nonna was.

    • Lori
      March 1, 2013

      BTW: that was MY skirt you are wearing in the picture! LOL!

      • cristinacole23
        March 1, 2013

        Hahahaaaaa! It was my FAVOURITE! Maybe cause it was my cool older cousin’s skirt, so obvioisly I looked cool in it.

    • cristinacole23
      March 1, 2013

      Thanks Lori 🙂

  2. now at home mom
    March 2, 2013

    Lovely post Cristina! I am sorry you don’t have your nona around you anymore, she seemed to be a very sweet lady with her grandchildren and strong too! I am very lucky I still have mine around, she is over 90 years old (can’t remember if 93 or 94), her birthday is in June and my son and I we still get to see her every week; she lives with my parents and she is very much loved by all of us! I can’t imagine loosing her right now. Like your grandma; she is a very strong lady but she got very sick a couple of years ago and she is no longer the same physically, but she still the best grandma to us! 🙂 Glad you wrote this post; beautiful words and very honest! 🙂 At least your baby will get to know your nona through your words and memories!

  3. motherhoodisanart
    March 2, 2013

    This is an absolutely beautiful tribute to your Nonna! I love the picture! She just looks like a person you would want to hug and cuddle up with! The ladies from that generation were absolutely remarkable! I often think about how my Grandma raised 4 children on an old farm with no running water. You had to go outside to the pump to get water everyday. I think about how easy we have it now!

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